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Sunday, January 04, 2004
So yea, I dyed my hair again. This time it is black, with a very slight tint of blue in it. It's really pretty, I think it's my favorite so far. It's a tie between the Drop Dead Red and this.
Right now it's 1:20 in the morning. So officially it's Matt's Birthday right now, yay! He is 26 today. Hard to believe he was 20 when we started dating. I still have to go get him his Birthday present! Shhhh don't tell him. I am going to go tomorrow and get it. I think I shall get him some new shirts and then some PJ pants too. Because I hate the ones he wears to bed now, so really it's like a present to me. Haha!
If you wanna see my hair go to my new picturetrail account. It's at http://www.picturetrail.com/sararinger Then you can see!
Okay, I think I shall read my astrology book and then hit the hay! I am in the middle of like 10 books right now, for real! I am reading Hunger Point, The Only Astrology Book You'll Ever Need, Developing your Psycic ability, Sleep and Dreams, Sex Signs (don't worry it's another astrology book), and soon i'll be reading the House of Leaves because it's the Book of the Month for Janurary on the SA board. I can't miss out on the talk!
Yesterday I went to Ankas. I finally gave her my Christmas presents to her and Abby. She was upset and needed me to come over, and she isn't doing much better today. She even cut, and she hasn't done that in a long time. She wanted me to come out today too but I couldn't since Matts birthday is tomorrow. I hope she's okay.
I am going shopping with her Wednesday. Actually I am going out there Tuesday and picking her up and we are going to do an exercise class at my sisters dance studio, then I am staying the night and we are spending the day together Wednesday!
Okay, I am going to sleep now!
Posted at Sunday, January 04, 2004 by Moonwater
Monday, December 22, 2003
Way too hard to believe that Christmas is 3 days away. I have gotten rarely any shopping done. So as torture tomorrow i'll spend the entire day at the mall.
So far I have gotten some of Anka's Christmas present, and a little of Abbi's as well. And I am done with my sister. But the rest, that comes tomorrow.
Not only that but I have to work out a way to get my presents to everyone they go to. I have to make a trip out to Sterling Heights to give Anka and Abbi their presents. Also i'll have to find a way to see Steve and give him a present. Then there is other scattered people as well.
Speaking of Anka I miss her. Havn't talked to her in a few nights. I do hope she is okay.
I did indeed talk to Jan a few nights ago and that always makes me happy. We plan to go to lunch, breakfast, dinner, brunch,......well something in the near future. I miss her and she always makes me laugh. I swear in a previous life she was my Mom, or a close friend or something. We are alike in lots of ways.
Work sucks. I had to laugh my ass off at the salt bagels today. Or should I say the salt with the bagels attached to it. OMG there was a LOT of salt on them. No, I mean A LOT.
And I hate Shane. And so does Edna, Cindy, and versha. So at least it's not just me. He is in fact stupid at running the bakery. And he is lazy.
Today is Yule.
Posted at Monday, December 22, 2003 by Moonwater
Friday, December 19, 2003
Seems like I bitch about work alot when I come here eh? Well thats cuz no one really reads this journal so hey a girls gotta have a place to complain right?
Shane is an idiot. I mean I chickened out of calling for an interview on the last two bakery manager bids that came up because I thought I might not be able to do a good job. But holy shit if people like Shane can manage a bakery.......! I mean i've seen lots of bad ones while I was helping Jan out. And I KNOW I can do better than all of them. But I always think I have to be perfect. Next time I should go for it.
Cindy called in yesterday and I was the only one working after Shane. He did jack shit all day and then left me with so much to do. Oh and the other day I threw away 3 carts of outdates. WTF! The man does not understand rotating dates. And I love how when he tells me something to do he acts like i'm a retard. I mean, hell I know more than he does about managing a bakery!!!! Okay, there i'm done!
In other news I have upped my collection of piercings to 12. Thats right ladies and gentelmen I have 12 body piercings now! I have 8 total in the ears, my belly button, my tongue, my nose, and my labret!! What can I say i'm addicted.
Hopefully Anka can get Marc to agree to let her get another tatoo so we can go and get our red butterfly tatoo done soon.
Anyway enough talking, I gotta go get some Christmas shopping done!
xoxo
~Sara
Posted at Friday, December 19, 2003 by Moonwater
Sunday, November 30, 2003
Last night I went to Ankas house. I was so excited to visit her because it's been almost a month since we hung out. We had fun laughing our evil little asses off at other peoples misfortunes. I must make it a point to spend more time with her. Actually we plan on hanging out tomorrow so thats cool.
My Dad is supposed to help me build a desk in my room today. Right now they are all at Church and I know he was thinking about what a bad person I am because I am not going. All I know is that the worst people i've known in life were brainwashed by their religion and I refuse to be like them. I think Christian religion just gives people an excuse to go out into the world and be assholes and then on Sunday erase all their sins so they can start fresh on Monday being an ass again. Hmmm.,...evil religious people. My Dad=verbally, mentally, and physically abuses his kids. Carvetta=crazy sinning lady always forgiven by Christ. Chris Sicke=the devils daughter, an alcoholic evil evil lady. Carmella=Chris Sickles twin minus the alcoholic part. Yes, I've come to the conclusion I do not want any part in that.
Oh well, so right now I am waiting for My Dad to get home from Church so we can go to Home Depot and get supplies to build the desk, then I go to work (fun fun), and then Steve and Matt are going to help me paint more.
I feel like living in my parents house again has backed me up a whole year. I spent all this time being free and independent and working on getting over them, and now I feel like trapped again. Ah well.
Posted at Sunday, November 30, 2003 by Moonwater
Monday, November 03, 2003
Sick it's raining. I hate rain. It's cold here and I don't have a good winter coat. I want a cool long black coat. The only one I have right now is my EMU Dance Team coat and I hate walking around in it advertising that I am part of that group. I have dance team practice later on and I really dont want to go. Why do I torture myself so? I mean I love to dance but them girlz are just not me. They want you to go tanning and go to their little parties and that is so not me. I do not want to be the perfect bodied, blonde hai,r blue eyes, tan skinned girl anymore. I have tried that before and nearly killed myself. When you are 20 years old and five foot 4 inches and you can step on the scale and be nearly 90 lbs. you know you have a problem. And yet in some sick twisted way it's so tempting to go back. I have tried it all and I feel most comfortable being the super red haired girl who dosn't conform.
So right now I am wasting time until dance practice. I have written most of my red butterfly tattoo essay and I will post it here when I am done. I am just sitting at my computer listening to my Marilyn Manson CD and typeing. I am hoping that Anka will get online so that I can see if she is okay. She got kicked out of her house the other day because she ate her Mom's Reeses Peanut Butter cups. That is as dumb as me getting kicked out because the bathroom wasn't clean. I can't call her because my phone card is somehow mysteriously missing again. Fuck I am so worried about her. Her Mom is as stupid as my Dad. And now she will probably cut or something. I hope not she is trying to stop that.
Okay well I gotta go now.
Posted at Monday, November 03, 2003 by Moonwater
Sunday, November 02, 2003
So what happens when last year your throwing yourself on the floor screaming and punching yourself in the face resulting in a black eye and a bruise on the head and nearly a year later you're on your knees in the bathroom because you were about to faint and trying not to throw up with a razer in your right hand and a bloody cut left arm?
You realise you lost your mind.
Tragic Beauty.
So today I work. I watch a 20 minute movie on how Wall-Mart is our biggest competitor and we must find ways to reduce costs. Well I'll tell you a good way. Fire those idiots who made them NASTY ugly Michigan and Michigan State football cakes. Holy shit are they ugly. And the company spent money paying those people to make them, they spent money to ship them out, and then you know what? I threw them all away!!! S. H. R. I. N. K. !!!!!! Who thought those were gonna sell? I took a picture of them because they were just so darn ugly I could not stand it. I am thinking about sending it to Mr. Flora with a friendly little letter. Of course I would never really do that...but really now people!!! For one...people would not buy a 1/2 sheet cake for that occasion. If they were having a football party chances are it's gonna be all men watching the game. Which one of them is gonna get up and cut up cake for their friends? Maybe cupcake trays would sell, or football cakes, and even iced sugar cookies in the school colors. Not half sheet cakes. Lets use our heads here. And I would say only make about 4 cakes for the whole darn thing. But who the hell listens to me anyway????
I think tonight I am going to write my Red Butterfly tatoo essay. Or maybe my magick name essay. Or i'll read one of the two books I am reading now. Or i'll finish making the bracelet I am working on. I have so much I could do right now. So I am gonna go do that.
Posted at Sunday, November 02, 2003 by Moonwater
Okay so it's my first entry here at blogdrive.com. I am trying to get all the features and stuff figured out. Of course I will still be writting in my online journal at xanga.com. I just go this one to write about more normal day to day things and i'll use my xanga journal for the more personal crazy things that go on in my life.
So yesterday I worked (oh fun!). I got a huge confirmation of why I am going to school while I was there. Shane tells me, "Oh I ordered pre-decorated single layers and pre-decorated ¼ sheet whippy cakes. Fuck..they just want to take away my job don't they! This is what really drove me to go back to school, because pretty soon you wont need any sort of talent or knowledge to work at Kroger. I take pride in decorating cakes and using my creativity....but hell! Now they have all this pre-decorated shit and pretty soon there wont need to be a cake decorator. How shitty. I remember awhile back when I was working for Sandy I said that a monkey could do my job and she got upset with me. Well that statement is soon to be all too true. Pretty soon a monkey could do my job and I could just let my brain turn into a vegetable for all they care. Oh well....this is why I go to school. Haha! Kroger loses another talented one. Ya know if they actually paid attention to the girl with freakishly bright red hair and the nose piercing they might have a future. What will they do when they lose the young ones? Hmm...I know I have a brain in my lil' head. I am sure I could come up with some pretty nifty idea's for that darn store of theirs, if only they would listen. If only the future was promising there and I saw for sure that I could advance. Oh well, I am off in a different direction now and no one is gonna stop me!!!
Yesterday Matt and I went to the metaphysical store in Ann Arbor. I love that store. I got an inscense burner and some lilac oil and Matt got a book on ritual but I am reading it now!!! Haha.
Okay well before I write anymore I am going to see if this thing actually works or else I am going to have to find a different online journal site. I am sure no one will read this journal like my one at xanga and I wont have a little community of subscribers like I do there because this one wont be nearly as interesting. But I may just let a few people know where I am writting now. Into the mind of Sara's head!!!
Adios!
~Sara
Posted at Sunday, November 02, 2003 by Moonwater
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